That's not a problem to solve.
It might be the most important thing about you.
Peter called it plainly: a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation — a peculiar people. Set apart. Not by accident. By design.
The word translated "peculiar" in older English is the Greek περιούσιος — a people for God's own possession. Not strange. Not odd. Owned. Belonging to someone, which means belonging differently than everyone else does.
The person who senses their life is supposed to mean something — who keeps bumping against the ordinary and finding it insufficient — is not confused. They're waking up.
The peculiar life is not an aesthetic. It is not a personality type or a creative brand. It is the actual shape of a life lived in full awareness of whose it is. That awareness touches everything: how you think about yourself, what your conscience is trained toward, what actually drives you beneath the reasons you give.
This is a funnel into that work — into honest assessment of the spirit dimension of your life. Where are you strong? Where are you weak? Where are you asleep?
Assessment coming. The work is forming.